Ace of Wands, Nine of Swords
Ace of Wands, a surge of creative energy. New project, new creation, new idea. What are you working on today? 
Nine of Swords, over-powering worries, nightmares, can’t sleep. Are you worried about something? Do you go over the situation repeatedly in your head, making yourself restless? Hope not. While shuffling, Ten of Swords and Eight of Wands Reversed popped out. Has some issue gone to the very rock bottom? And it’s not resolving fast enough? Hope not. Maybe a new project can take your mind off if something really is bothering you.
marianne
June 6, 2008 at 4:10 pm
Jason, how sweet of you!
Well…. I’m working on a Swallowtail, larger version… had one of those ‘oh crap’ moments when one row didn’t work out properly but found the ‘oops’ and easily corrected it, am really enjoying this knit, it’s also been in the queue for over a year now…as a gift… I’m Very Behind in my knitting… not upset about that or fretting, just behind.
I AM worried about my daughter, although I’m sleeping and no nightmares I’m aware of.. Havala has been having problems, hormonal, excessive bleeding for Very Lengthy periods of time, was scheduled for a biopsy this morning but when she got there and in the exam room the doc said she’d decided to just do another pap, see if this one comes back abnormal… the last 2 have been ‘off’… WTF?
I think I would’ve demanded an ultra sound at the very least. So yeah, I’m worried AND pissed.
We tend to run ‘estrogen rich’ in our family which isn’t exactly a good thing. Makes taking birth control drugs very hard on the system.
sigh
(definitely not resolving fast enough, eh?)
Thank you, Jason.
XOX
Jason
June 6, 2008 at 8:59 pm
Oh Marianne! Sorry to hear about Havala’s health concern.
What’s the doc waiting for?? It’s a terrible feeling to still be in the unknown. It really does make you wonder what good does it do to repeat same test three times. I hope that at least the result will be known soon.
Believe it or not, in the book ‘Tarot Plain and Simple’ one of the meanings of Nine of Swords is female health problems. Maybe this also means that it is not anything more than ‘that’. Sending positive thoughts to Havala.
marianne
June 7, 2008 at 8:10 pm
Hava and I had a lengthy discussion as to ‘what now’..
The obvious is find a GYN and soon.
Thank you for your sincere concern and sending positive thoughts her way… she’s 31 and although she doesn’t have children… she thinks she wants one… some day.
XOX