Eight of Cups Reversed, Nine of Swords
Whoa! That’s quite an u-turn from yesterday. Are we regressing? Clinging on the past a little today. Well, maybe more than a little. Coupled with the Nine of Swords, hanging onto the negative repetitive pattern is not good. Do not look back. The emotional stress is not better than the unknown future. Doors won’t open if you don’t continue moving on the path.
This sounds like a warning to me. 
(Nervous laugh)
Hi M. Seeing how that lately I have no absolutely control of what the cards show me. In another word, I lack focus. Let’s call this, “Whose Card Are They Anyway?” Hopefully I get clarity in my life’s direction soon.
Three of Pentacles Reversed, Nine of Swords Reversed
Remember, I am not calling whose cards they are until I gain my focus back. But I do ask the cards to show yours. We’ll see.
Three of Pentacles reversed. I really get a stronger sense that this is about incomplete work, not using one’s talent. Maybe lack of recognition of one’s accomplishment. Nine of Swords reversed. Remember this? The nightmare, the stress is coming to an end. No more running in circles inside one’s own mind. Uncovering one’s eyes. Seeing the truth? Seeing a way?
Eight of Wands Reversed, Nine of Pentacles
:: sigh :: They look kinda like my cards. But who knows. You’ll have to tell me, M.
Eight of Wands reversed, unfocused energy, lack of progress. Delay. Maybe a lot of work, but not making much advancement.
Nine of Pentacles, solitary fortune. Enjoying the riches alone. This is also a controlled environment, but unlike The Hierophant. It has growth. It has life. And it is well protected from others.
Ace of Wands, Nine of Swords
Ace of Wands, a surge of creative energy. New project, new creation, new idea. What are you working on today? 
Nine of Swords, over-powering worries, nightmares, can’t sleep. Are you worried about something? Do you go over the situation repeatedly in your head, making yourself restless? Hope not. While shuffling, Ten of Swords and Eight of Wands Reversed popped out. Has some issue gone to the very rock bottom? And it’s not resolving fast enough? Hope not. Maybe a new project can take your mind off if something really is bothering you.
Slowly coming back to the regular schedule after Sven left. Well, at least for a few days before Christmas.
Nine of Wands? Strong defense? The battle is not yet over. A seasoned fighter that has the advantage of being on the high ground and having all the right tools for a strong defense. What can this mean? I am not sure. I am still trying to gather myself after few days of playing.
